On the Same Day

 

On the same day as a car

Carrying man, wife and three children

Crossed the central reservation,

Your fingers,

fragile as a butterfly

Compelled my flesh to life

Moving us beyond specific endings;

While somewhere else, an unsuspecting wife,

Returned to find her husband hanged

Within the confines of a room

Where long ago, they had conceived a dream.

 

On the day, that you and I

Forgetful from each others’ kiss

Let passion fuse our separate flesh,

Dispelling past and futures with each breath,

Five men inside an armoured car,

Who may have loved before,

Or, lived to taste oblivion again,

Were carefully partitioned by a bomb.

 

When we, as lovers, lay together,

Learning from each tender touch

The contours of desire,

A young boy, barbed by broken vows

Blew out his mind.

Bequeathing unto death

The final affirmation of despair.

 

As our linked bodies lived

The mutual length of ecstasy,

Excluding expectation and recall,

A sterile room, its starkness

Softened by cut flowers,

Was witness

To a mother’s leaving kiss.

 

On the same day as my living seed

Erupted in your womb, to shrink

Perception of our universe to one

Sensation greater than this tiny room,

Many minds discovered space too large;

And found such moments as we shared,

Too rare a compensation for their loss.

 

© James Rainsford

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